well.

i'm sorry to everyone that has met me because i am possibly the worst person to have met and to have in their lives.
i hate feeling like this. like i'm not worth anything, that no one really cares, that i'm just completely alone and disliked and am the worst possible person in this world. i hate feeling sorry for myself. i'm not that fucking bad, am i? i may not be an amazing freakin queen, but i sure as hell am an amazing freakin princess.
i'm not perfect. i hate myself for that. but thanks to everyone for letting me know that i am quite possibly the worst person that they could have in their lives.

i'm a horrible daughter, friend, person, whatever.
i really want someone to just hug me and kiss me on the forehead and say that they're lucky to have me, and really mean it.

but apparently life never works out for me.

everybody sucks. i'm going back to anime world.