Shigatsu wa Kimi no uso. I didn't know what it was about. And then I started watching it and it's about stupid music. The more I get into it though..the more it's gonna hurt me. I'm only on episode 4, and it hurts.
But not with the feels like it does for everyone else.
It hurts me..inside. Because I'm like him, I just..can't play. I'm abandoning myself. I don't even know who I am anymore, and the more I play, the more lost I get. But I've abandoned myself already, because I stopped playing..
It hurts..I'm sad..I don't want to let go of this dream I've held for so long.
And this stupid anime is giving me all these feelings that I've been ignoring. And now all I want to do is cry..because I don't even know who I am, or what I want anymore..
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