Something.

So there's something stirring in me, like a gut feeling kinda, that something bad is happening. 

Something very bad is happening. 

Something that will leave me left alone again... 

I'm not sure though...

And I'm tired of being so negative with everything and everything that is going in with my life. There are things that I just can't handle anymore....I wanna just relax, party, have fun. 

i am so. Fucking. Tired. Of. My life. Being so negative. And so crappy. 

Ugh. 

Anyway. 

suck it in! 

I got this.