"That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save"
we talked.
i'm happy. (:
it all seems so much better now hahaha.
but... you still seem kinda...off.
i feel like there's something you're not telling me... what aren't you telling me though..? and why won't you tell me..? and is there something wrong with me or something..? idk... haha.
but other than that. i mean. i'm happy with most things.
it's hard... it was hard.
that week felt like forever. i know it was only 7 days but it felt like 5 months or something... it was so long, and torturous, and saddening for me... but then i started talking to him. and it made things seem not as bad.
as much as that sounds really weird and kinda bad ish? i mean, who else would be there for me when you're not? that's the thing right? i'm not good with friends that are girls. maybe that's why... or something. i'm not exactly sure... i'm not the best.. hahaha. but i'm really happy with being your friend now. so... we're okay yeah? i still wanna help you as much as possible because i know that there is always something you might want help with. so just lemme know. (:
you're my best friend.
that will never change.
on another note, i can't wait for prom ahaha. well, i mean, idk. i thought things were gonna be good good but probably not all good but who cares. i got a good date. we're having good conversations. i'm happy with that much. trying to focus on the happier things.
screw the shit that makes me depressed lol.
