confused and sorry?

"  again and again and again and again i keep going back to you. I don't know why, i don't know why
  again and again and again and again
i fall for your words again. I don't know why, i don't know why"

freakin freshmen.. nah... i shouldn't be blaming them. 

my problems are because of me. these problems of being confused? i shouldn't have them... 

yet why. 

why do i torture myself and i take others along with me. do you see why i say what i say? do you understand why i push away... 

i take you along with me. 

i burn myself. 

i don't want to burn you along the way. 

and most likely..? 

you would be better off, living without me. 

no matter how much you say you don't want to? 

think about it..

and to the other; 

i must say the same... i say what i say, so no one will get hurt.