whats on my miind .

&& so today i realize that life will never turn out how i want it to be, it will never be just straight all great, it will kill, it will torture, but i guess in the end you'll get something good? at this point i wouldn't really know..... please help me.. don't kill me. but at the moment that is what you are doing. but since you don't care i don't know why i should even tell you. you said that you love me, oh yea sure that is so true. when will you stop lying to me, because that is the thing that hurts the most.. <3