my little sadness

so many things going on with my lifee..i kinda wish that i had a guy.. oh wait i do!

osamu.<3

DEMO NEEE.. i wonder about himm..

but that's a different post right?[:

i really wish my life could be perfect how i want it. i need that B GODAMMIT!

i want a freakin A though..i wish.

need the A.

i'll get the A eventually but screw it as long as a get a B i'm good..

i need to go to taiwan. i need to. i need my piano. i need to be perfect. i wish i was perfect. at everything i love. at everything that i need to be perfect.

well.

weeell. it's not like you went and broke my heart. naah not eveeen.. but you did kinda hurt me..? maybe just a little?

i mean seriously? if you really didn't like me that much, 1; why'd you ask me out in the first place & 2; why were you like that?

cause we were done. kay fine whateveer.. that means that you hafta stop talking to me? uhh..wth? okaay..

i come back from camp, tadaaaa you like her already. -.- wow and when we were together you probably liked my BEST FRIEND too..

wtfreakinhell. ha! okay whateveer.

mmhm and then later you tell ME not to act weird. hhaahah ooof course. everything is always my fault. OBVIOUSLY.

knew it was too good to be true.

whatever though..

all i knoow..

for all i know you could be drifting away from me right noow../: i hope noot..<3

whattheheeck .

what the heeeeck..

i need help. /:

bleech.

ugh fucking parents fightiingg... ughhh.....

when are they ever going to stop...

hmm.....

guys.. are jerks.

especially you.

bleeeeh .

i am a complete and utter disasteer . this is wonderfuuul. :/ bleehh .

todaay....

♪♥♫

it rained todaay../:

<3

quoootes . [:

"she may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows she is truly happy when she is with him."

"if you love someone, tell them, because hearts are often broken by words unspoken.."

"i see color through grey skies

i see a rainbow in dark skies

when i see you i get

butterflies♥"

i am the author of my life

[unfortunately i am in writing in pen & i can't erase any of my mistakes]

No matter how far apart we are, my heart will never stop loving you. No matter what anybody else says.<3

LOVE= when you cry tears over him and still want him. It’s when he ignores you and you still love him. It’s when he loves another girl but you still smile and say “im happy for you” when all you really do is cry!

I’d never make a [promise] I don’t intend to keep. So when I say forever f o r e v e r ‘ s what I mean.

Any man can love a million girls. But it takes a real man to love only one girl a million ways

just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry && just because she comes off strong- doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.<3

愛してる.♥我愛你。♥사랑.♥Ti Amo♥Ti Quero.♥

I Love You<3

coolddd .

i am boored && tiiredd && bleehh && colldd. D: hahaa.

i wanna play halo.... o-o x]

off to studyyy....... o-o

愛してる〜<3

"Ain't gonna show no
Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you"

-why do i love you by westliifee..<3

somethingsfrom"things guys should know about girls".. ;P

30.) Sometimes we cry for no reason, it just makes us feel better if we haven't cried for a while.

68.) All the letters, messages, and cards you give us, we keep them all and read them often

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

ahaha. cuteest everrr....<3

morniingg .

holy crap it is so frickin early in the morniiingg. ughhh i dont know why i am up this early.. SO TIIIREDD. well off to get ready for school hafta leave earlyyy oh yaaayyy . hahaa just adding more to this suck-ish liifee.. [: good morniingg..

whats on my miind .

&& so today i realize that life will never turn out how i want it to be, it will never be just straight all great, it will kill, it will torture, but i guess in the end you'll get something good? at this point i wouldn't really know..... please help me.. don't kill me. but at the moment that is what you are doing. but since you don't care i don't know why i should even tell you. you said that you love me, oh yea sure that is so true. when will you stop lying to me, because that is the thing that hurts the most.. <3