3 words.

I miss you. 

Ok.

2 and a half fucking hours, and all I get is an Ok. 

Cool. Thanks. 

I definitely feel like the best girlfriend in the world, I definitely feel like even a good girlfriend, or even your girlfriend. 

Fuck you. 

What's even worse is that I'm not gonna get mad at you, I'm not even gonna tell you. 

Cause we can't fight. 

We don't fight. 

And even if we do, you don't even try to confront anything, and I can barely stay mad at you for more than like 3 hours. 

Just. 

Fuck. 

Save Myself.

Life isn't a game of hide and hide. 

We're not supposed to hide ourselves every time someone finds us. 

Life is a game of hide and seek. 

Where we are supposed to stick with the one that finds us hiding. 

That person is the person that knows you the most. 

Especially when you're hiding where no one can find you. 

But I'm hiding where no one can find me. 

And no one is gonna come looking for me. 

I'm gonna be here forever. 

Not because I'm not gonna have some regular old prince come rescue me. No. That's not what I want. 

This isn't something that I want my best friends for. I love them, but this is for my special one. 

No significant other has ever stayed. 

Not past a span of 10 months.. 

So what do I do now? 

I don't know what to do while I'm stuck hiding..

Because people are gonna walk by me and no one will actually stop and stick by me while I get out of my hiding spot that I dug...

I don't want anyone to save me. 

I just want someone to stay with me while I save myself..