Monday, July 23, 2012

I Like You

i hope i don't screw things up...

Another Thanks

so. my life. basically sucks. yeah. that's the only way i can put it really... lol. 
BUT. 
with all the crap in my life, i'm still holding on. 
and i have another thanks for all you people for this and that and BLAH BLAH BLAAHH. 

JAYE-V: hey! what do you know! the seniors are graduating... Akira and I are being left behind...SO SAD. BOOOO. but you know what? we had fun. WE'RE ACTUALLY GONNA MAGICALLY GET STUFF DONE THANK YOU GUYS<3 and i'm gonna miss you guys. SO. so so so so so so so so so so ... MUCH. grr! 

YUTA OPPA! :D ;; so... we... got to know each other a lot better this year! <3 with math.. and woodward.. and fuck her... and what? did i say that? psh NAAHHH. so anyway. oppa, thanks for entertaining me in math and beating me in math and being my pillow on the bus rides to competitions and getting my instrument for me when i'm being annoying and late and doing stuff etc etc and helping me through that... STUFF. you know what i mean hahaha. so yeah. thanks for being one of my best friends ever. my dogs are cuter(; you're gonna be a junior next year and we better have bio together next year! and good luck next year. SAT's, Band, AP's, school in general, + trying to find your girl problems. (; hahah. DON'T. GET. GIRL. PROBLEMS. IN. JAPAN. xD 

Nataaaawyyyy && Annie && Cnthiaa;; i love you girls with all my heart. english was super duper funsies right? right. :D we're SENIORS. do you guys feel old yet? good. ;D we're gonna grow old together right? since middle school..we've been awesome. ;D <3 

and last. but DEFINITELY NOT. least...

Justen. Akira. Minamitani;; there is so much to say... and so little time. you opened me up again. you brought me out again. you...saved me. it was like i was falling and you miraculously saved me. Thanks. I know you think that you couldn't do anything to help my life, but that is quite the opposite actually...ahah. you made/make my life so much better. even if i can't do anything now, all the crap we went through and have been through and probably will go through together.. if you even want me to be your BFFL anymore. you know... i'll love you through it all. just saying. BFFL love kay? ❤ (: AND DON'T BITE ME! so. i know we've been through shit. over. and over. and over. and over again. but Thank You for staying with me through it all... we may not be bf/gf anymore, and you can have Momi and love her to your heart's content and I like..him. hahah. but promise to never leave? and stay? i PROMISE<3 (: the Best Friend Contract right? hehe. you really did make my life so much better. Thank you BFFL<3 iloveyouse(: No matter how much my mom may dislike you or whatever the hell it is, i'm still sticking to my position when we were going out. You're my BFFL and that's not changing. At all. even if you hate me and never want to see me again, even if you don't want me to be your BFFL ever again or anything.. I will still be here for you. I will love you as my BFFL forever and ever. right? right. (: I'm the shoulder you need when you wanna cry. I'm the one that will kick a bitch's ass if I hafta. I will be the one that you vent to when you ever feel like it. I want to be that one person that you'll trust forever and ever... is that okay? cause i trust you. through everything we've been through, we promised to stay BFFL's together~ let's keep that promise(; I know the year we had together was...ROUGH. very rough. but all together. we have so many inside jokes. we had and have to come so many laughs. we know each other like the back of our hands.
promise? bffl forever? (:
you never ruined my life. I promise. if anything you made it so much better. I'm sorry if i might have ruined your life at any point or if i'm still ruining it... i'm sorry for dragging you into my life and making you my bffl and being a horrible terrible ex and being naggy and annoying and bitchy and everything that is me... but i'm always here for you.
Promise.