i'm sorry...

i'm sorry...

deeply horribly sorry....

for everything that i've done. for all the pain i've caused.

i don't know what to do..

i guess time will tell.

and i guess we will see..

VIRUS..

[gikwang]
i’m fine with waiting, i’m fine with you not wanting to look at me
just stay next to me
i’m fine with you cursing, i’m fine with you hurting me
i, i will do better

[doojoon]
i will hold it in even if you hate me
even if you keep pushing me away

[hyunseung]
don’t leave me
don’t get a new man
i will bear everything for you

[dongwoon]
you are my virus
you will make it harder on me
when i look at you again
my heart will hurt
but still i want you
even if i’m in pain after pain
even if i might lose everything

[yoseob]
you are my virus
you will make it painful for me
i want you again and again
i crazily want you
i love you so much
even if i’m in pain after pain
i love you until the day i day

[junhyung]
leave to me girl
take me with you
leaving that black wall behind
let’s head towards that dusk
remove that curtain covering the space between you and i
even thought it’s so hot that i might burn
i will still jump in so that you won’t have to do anything
slowly, little by little, i will blend in

[doojoon]
i will hold it in even if you hate me
even if you keep pushing me away

[hyunseung]
don’t leave me
don’t get a new man
i will love you a little more

you are my virus
you will make it harder on me
when i look at you again
my heart will hurt
but still i want you
even if i’m in pain after pain
even if i might lose everything

[yoseob]
you are my virus
you will make it painful for me
i want you again and again
i crazily want you
i love you so much
even if i’m in pain after pain
i love you until the day i day

[kigwang]
even if it hurts this much, i love you
watching you i wait again

[junhyung]
it might not be the love that is beautiful
it might not be the love that is blessed
but if i can reach you, i’m satisfied
(just loving you) i’m satisfied with just that

[dongwoon]
you are my virus
you will make it harder on me
when i look at you again
my heart will hurt

[hyunseung]
but still i want you
even if i’m in pain after pain
even if i might lose everything

[yoseob]
you are my virus
you will make it painful for me
i want you again and again
i crazily want you
i love you so much
even if i’m in pain after pain
i love you until the day i day

YOU are my virus..

virus by b2st <3

fiction && fact <3

Christmas... 3 days late.. ^^

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!<3
(about 3 days late... oopsies)

So! this christmas was great<3 it's been great so far with this winter break going.
i'm scared....terribly scared for school to start up again. /: but it's okay. (:

2 more days!
had a great Christmas day with him too..<3 and the day before that. (christmas eve) and the day after christmas! (26th)

anyways.
soon after, (the 27th) i got a good surprise! (: my friend texted me agaainnn. yaayyyy<3 hahaha.

Sherlock holmes tomorrow.
and my very LAME self centered christmas post right now. yes i know.


BUT I'M SO HAPPY.
yet so sad...
OH WELL.

i'll get it~!
Disneyland<3

I LOVE CHRISTMAS <3

Forget the RISK. and take the FALL. if it's what you WANT. then it's worth it ALL.

So I'll take the risk AND take the fall.
But it's what I want. So I'm going against it all.
Because I love you.
You're the risk. That I'm falling for.
I want you. And it's worth it.

I love you...<3 2 more days. (: 南谷明♡

ps. thanks ig<3