sleep! i'm dying...9 hours of jetlag can definitely damage a person. my system is half back up again to normal...i need it back now.
i don't think it has fully passed through my brain how much stuff i have to do in the next 3 days. i have piano, studying for that test, and i procrastinate too much making everything worse especially with JETLAG. it's definitely horrible.
on the other hand, besides my complaints on school and sleep. my spring break was the best ever with the european-ness and what not.
what do i do with the certain jerkface in my life? what do i do with my life in general?
i feel so out of place in the world i am in. i feel out of place in my body. like i don't belong. is that normal? i really don't think so. what do i do... i just want an escape from life. all the ones i get like going to taiwan and europe...they were perfect.<3 why can't they just be longer and why can't i have more time to get a real escape from myself and do whatever i want? i guess there's no such thing...
somehow...i WILL get there.
dance, sing, escape. i want to go. i really wish someone would take me. i wish someone wouldn't judge me and just take me on an escape.
